I miss you so much. I feel so empty all the time. I try so god damn hard to hide it but it’s so exhausting.
come home.
The second, THE SECOND, I start worrying about myself and what I need to do in order to make me happy all hell breaks loose. Sorry for not putting you first for once in my life.
makes me want to run around in the freezing rain until I get hypothermia and have to be rushed to the hospital to experiment with all the drugs I have to know for tomorrow…. yeah, that’ll work.
light brown.
and it looks awful.
No, it’s not going to be easy. It’s going to be the hardest thing to endure. You never talk to me, you barely give me an hour a day of your attention. The only thing we talk about is our daily routine…. and im sick of it. where is the love? where is the passion? where is “us”? I hate to say it, but i dont feel it anymore. I wish i could forget about you just so it wouldnt hurt so much. you make it so hard to love you, and even harder to forget about you…. please just care about me and give me half the attention i give you. if you do that, maybe, just maybe, we will have a fucking chance. you hurt me, i stuck around. I flew across the fucking world to see your face and yeah, it was great. but that doesnt mean you get a break when i leave. you need to love me every single day. i told you going into this that i would need you a lot more than you would need me… you said it would be fine…. well guess what…. it’s not. IM NOT FINE.
but you may not be the one…
lizz (yes, with 2 Z’s)
21 years since I exited a vagina
love my curves
family is crucial
hate reading
hate school
love being lazy
music is beauty
nursing is pretty cool
shortasshair
i’ve been hurt
i’ve recovered
okthisisdumbbye.
whooooops hahhahaha
yeah….. we’re cute.
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